.bab. (USA) – gifts Lyrics

gifts – .bab. (USA) Lyrics

It’s 4:42am, and my life is already over

I spent the last of it reasoning with a madman, trading guilt for purpose

I tell myself, “At least I’ll have a roof over my head”

But I know ill never convince myself

I have a full 8 hour shift tomorrow

How am I supposed to fall back asleep when the walls scream my name

I tell myself, “At least I’m at home, I know im safe here”

But I know ill never convince myself

I start to stutter over my own crying

So you hired a speech therapist to help me fit with other kids at lunch

I tell myself “I know they’re laughing with me, not at me”

But I know I’ll never convince myself

The last time he sat next to me, my leg twitched

You tried to help, but I held my breath, I just don’t want to make you angry

I tell myself “At least he never (Censor)”

But I know ill never convince myself