MoodyBenji – Mesmerized Lyrics

Mesmerized – MoodyBenji Lyrics

I keep getting mesmerized cause of the current day

But, I still know my skies are grey

Thought I had it all figured out, turns out it was fallacy

A lot of times, it's my mind creating a tragedy

Dealing with alienation, I'm distant from the crowd

Thoughts in my head are getting so damn loud

Throwing old regrets into the bonfire flame

Moving forward while a part of me stays the goddamn same

My mind is getting static while I lay peacefully in my bed

Overthinking every thought that's been said

My bedroom has a musky scent, years gone by

Acknowledging mеmories that I can't deny

Looking back now, glad that I've еven changed

Had the sentiment to be vindictive when I got betrayed

Two quarters left in the vending machine

My mind is plugged into that computer screen

Let you know that I'm always inside

Let you know that I'm feeling terrified

Can't get out

I'm stuck in doubt

I watch the street lights blink

Lights stroke slow

Phantom thoughts creep in

Yet my heart cold

Just relaxin' on the bench

3AM drive

I still don't feel alive

My head stuck in a loop

I can't press rewind

My face on the glass reflection stays unkind

The silence hit harder than any beat

The tires roll past the curb

No destination shown

Memorized by voice chattering stone

Steady watch, keep on breathing

I just hold the wheel

Deep inside his chest

Nothing left to heal

Sad truth in the myriad

My eyes had been red while looking at her

And the whole world went dead

My cold grip on the wheel

Knuckles turning white

Mesmerized again, yeah I'm lost in the night