Michael Sare – I Don’t Believe In God Lyrics

I Don’t Believe In God – Michael Sare Lyrics

You know, I think it'd been three days

Maybe four, maybe a week

Since anyone had heard from him. He just went insane

He just went off the deep end, and nobody saw it coming

But there were signs. But everybody pretty much ignored it

And it all seemed too real

It was all too real, and, yet, it was all like a mirage

I don't think anybody wanted to

I don't think anybody was prepared for the truth, but sure got it

The cops were called. I'm pretty sure everybody's was anxiety through the roof

I don't blame him. His parеnts, his therapist, everybody hе knew

Everybody who loved him, he just threw it away

He said that, waste, he said everything was a waste

He wasted away and they never could find out why

And they searched through the forest and they searched in the mountains

The rivers. Of Any sign, Any clue. They just wanted a fucking clue

It's all they wanted, but of his whereabouts. They never saw him again

He became a missing person that day

And the signs were placed on billboards, cities

And malls, and bars and anywhere asking people who might have talked to him

People panic. They always assume the worst

Automatically assume that he must be dead

It's been two weeks and, yet, there's nothing

The fucking search dogs haven't seen a goddamn thing

Screams. The Screams. It's like they knew something

It's like they're hiding something. Because something's wrong

So very wrong and, yet, we couldn't. We couldn't put a finger on it

And it affected me pretty badly because I was his best friend

And, I felt like I failed him because I didn't want it to go down this way

But all the signs were there, yet, they kind of just shrug it off

Oh, it's fine. It's going to be okay. Everything's going to be okay"

Even though the world just kept turning

They checked the hospital records. They checked for any sign of light

Any hope. They needed Something to cope with the extreme levels of

Sadness that was stored in everyone's veins

Some took to drinking heavily because they

Didn't know what pain was before that "You don't know what it's like to have one of your best friends die"

That's what they said. That's What they said

And I don't blame them. I don't blame what happened that night"

I just wish that there was something we could have done different"

That's what they said. That's what they said

But, alas, there was nothing we could have done different

The police, the firemen, the detectives, the hospital staff, they all tried

They all tried, but in the end it was for nothing

And I think that was the reality that everybody was afraid of looking at

They were all afraid of that reality because nobody had a clue

They all said everything was going to change. It's going to change

But it never did change, they looked, and they looked, and they looked

And I want to say that this story ends with a positive ending

And that they found something, him alive, or his body or something

But that's not what happened. The case was closed in about a year

Everybody, they just all moved on. They just forgot he existed

It's like he was erased from the planet or something

But I still remember his smiling face and that innocence in his eyes

I still remember when everything was good, And I still remember him

The creativity, the love and the joy, the happiness that he brought everyone

But deep down inside he was suffering and

Yet, nobody seemed to notice about that

You don't know what it's like

To watch one of your friends die

Lying on the ground, with rebar in his chest all he does is cry

With tears in his eyes, I put my hand under his head

He said "I'm worried I won't go to heaven, because I don't believe in God"

And Now he's dead

In Spite of the darkness, you do what you can

When you fuck it all up, and lie to your fans

Please don't ruin my happiness, I don't want to be sad

I don't want to be reminded, that I lost every dollar that I ever had

And I'm not the same Michael Sare, I was ten years ago, or even five

It's the day to day struggles of living, paycheck to paycheck

I'm not even sure I wanna be alive

When all else fails, I can be my own guide

Do my best just to survive, survive

And roll with the punches, and swim with the tide

Sometimes I wonder why I even try

So there's this guy, I went to his grave

And I tried, to save him

And I tried, and I tried, and I lied to the priest when I said

That I'm gonna be alright, I'm not gonna be alright

I'm not gonna be alright, but I'll be alright, with you by my side

With You By My Side

With You By My Side

With You By My Side