Justun Blacksmiph – I need it more | Man without sleep (Lyrics & Video)

I need it more | Man without sleep – Justun Blacksmiph Lyrics

Bus ride hummin’, window half cracked

City slide by, I ain’t lookin’ back

Yeah…

Now I’m sittin’ here starin’ out the window

Scenic route moving fast, but at the same time slow

All my bad choices got me feelin a little more low

Did a head count, and broke it down, got nothin’ left

I start breathin’ wrong gotta catch my breath

People all around, but I’m not there

Whole bus full, still I don’t care

Mind somewhere else, I ain’t in this ride—

…then a sound cut through from the side

Little speaker playin’, low but clear

Something ‘bout it made me hear

Sat up quick like “hold up… wait—”

That voice right there? That’s me… no way

That hunger, that fire, that tone, that pain

That same young dude before the rain

Before I slipped… before I fell

Before I lost myself so well

I need it more, I can’t lie

If I don’t take it, I might die

That’s what I tell myself inside

Just to make it feel alright

I need it more, I won’t wait

Life don’t care if I hesitate

If I see a chance, I take

Even if my soul might break

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

Pulled that cord, (bus stops) I ain’t think twice

Hit them steps, jumped off mid-flight

Feet hit ground like it meant somethin’

Like maybe I ain’t lose it all for nothin’

Ran inside the nearest store, bell hit the door

Old tile floor, same as before, it the restroom

At the sink, cracked-up glass

Cold water hit—tryna wash the past

Hands on my face, scrubbing that shame

Like I could rinse off who I became

Looked up slow… didn’t wanna see

What’s left of him… what’s left of me

But there he was… faint but alive

Buried deep, but he survived

Same eyes, just tired now

Same soul, just wired now

Straightened up… fixed my stance

Like maybe I still got a chance

If that voice still sound like me…

Then maybe I ain’t too far gone to be

I need it more, I can’t lie

If I don’t take it, I might die

That’s what I tell myself inside

Just to make it feel alright

I need it more, I won’t wait

Life don’t care if I hesitate

If I see a chance, I take

Even if my soul might break

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

I need it more….,

I ain't done, I just fell off……,

I ain't done, I just fell off……,

I ain't done yet……,

I ain't done yet……,

I gotta see my boy Kel