Cheap Shot – ALL MESSED UP (apparently) Lyrics

ALL MESSED UP (apparently) – Cheap Shot Lyrics

My 30's hit me in a way I didn't plan

I wasn't ready for all of this

It's not hair loss, or a back pain problem

I'm still waiting on that crisis

My friends talk stocks and interest rates

All while I hyperventilate

Thirty-something, all or nothing

Just trying to be alright

I'm all messed up, apparently

But I got people that depend on me

Still just a kid, in an old band tee

Human junk drawer identity

Yeah, I'm worked up, perpetually

But this ain't no apology

Somehow we'll make it, you and me

So messed up, apparently

Got some pants that kinda make me feel less frenetic

Man, I'm wearing them all the time

Can never tell if I'm cringe or copacetic

Guess I'm riding on that line

I nod along at the grown-up function

Internally I malfunction

Smile like I'm understanding

But I'm spinning in the dark

I'm all messed up, apparently

But I got people that depend on me

Still just a kid, in an old band tee

Human junk drawer identity

Yeah, I'm worked up, perpetually

But this ain't no apology

Somehow we'll make it, you and me

So messed up, apparently

Maybe nobody's got it

Maybe we're all just kids in jackets

Doing taxes, dodging panic

Calling it a personality

Maybe each new day is a test

Maybe passing just means just do your best

So let me fall, it makes me tough

Just keep pretending, 'till it's enough

I'm all messed up, apparently

But I got people that depend on me

Still just a kid, in an old band tee

Human junk drawer identity

Yeah, I'm worked up, perpetually

But this ain't no apology

Somehow we'll make it, you and me

So messed up, apparently

(Shit!)

(I was not supposed to say that…)