derrickwithaexclamationmark – koot moning’ (Lyrics & Video)

koot moning’ – derrickwithaexclamationmark Lyrics

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I woke up today with my heart heavy

Previous night my eyes glued on teevee

Current news and BIG headlines

Remotely, I change the channel, ain’t nothing amusing

Same old politics and mind boggling shit; Gem Z

I tune into some Classic 105 music

Maina & King’ang’i thoughts through my speaker

As I head for the sink

Brush my teeth

Sing along to Bridget Blues

Where is my eye-phone? ‘Sniff’

Take a sofa

Log on to X. It is a protest!

Different opinions of a diverse people

On how the government gonе to shit

How the president is a liar, I scroll and skimp through what trеnding topics there is

Nothing appealing to me yet!

It’s 8:30 by now

I’m about to have a breakfast I did not work for

And somehow I feel entitled

Gobble up everything pretty soon I’m gonna be in a sloth

My tummy is bulging out, and I never starve at mama house (I never)

Touch my rhyme books and jot down a few lines of thought

I keep stumbling across new beats, e.g. this one

Work on it, thinking I’m inspired much until I find a new beat

And the cycle continues

And the cycle continues

I can’t even finish my songs, mister perfectionist

I wanna spread so thin and cover much ground in one sitting

I burst my anus, trying to tap into whatever is in us

Inside me I wield the power to change things

I only lack that will (I lack that will bana)

Haven’t acquired much for myself to set up my generation

Of I fell out with Gin, (I fell out with Gin bana!)

I got pressures of not blowing up at twenty five

‘Friend’ on Omegle suggested me Osama bin Laden typa stint;

I’m not about that

Might be (kaboom!)

I’m a skint!

At twenty five; no job, no money

My supposed to be girlfriend is also lying to me

She never pick my calls, I gauge where the trouble could be

Not once have I taken her out on a date

I’m beginning to reconsider my ways

Of living in this city (Nairobi)

I cannot control my urges, I let them defeat me

Pornography was once a nightmare

Telegram was my holy grail

Until I discovered a few subreddits

Nudity became so pleasing, as I touched myself

Couldn’t avoid triggers, my high libido was something I had to address

I had to touch your girls

I got a smooth gob

I make them believe what there is not

I guess I am selling dreams, and false hope!

You only got to have the right dose

I’m glad I got out without a STD

Just because you cannot see don’t mean you are blind

Sometimes you only need to open your eyes

I’m in ties with my little vice

Life in the sin city

Fucked three bitches in four days, and then I ghosted too

Fornication a new norm

I even started hitting on my neighbor

Denise, she a beautiful doll

She know I ain’t got shit, why she roll her eyes when I throw in a compliment, our conversations

Swear to God, I count all that shit

Make sure to spin the block on all these women

Tell myself that will satisfy my vengeful desires

Cross that bridge when you appear

Cross that bridge when you a-appear

Cross that bridge when you appear

Appear. Appear, hm

I am saying that without a fear of contradiction