FIGHTING MY DEMONS – ErnestyX Lyrics
Glam trap, I'm gettin' ahead, new sound everyday, I love being slay
They need a new king, so, I will be him, the castle too bright for me, the windows too big
My heart locked in dungeon, raw blood on the wall
Nobody's gon' save me, please, just leave me alone
My mood changes so fast, between the parties and gloom
Know, all the doors lead to the same old room
I've been finding peace as far as I remember myself
Fighting all my demons, some of them took over me
I built my personal hell without any help
So be afraid of your wishes, nobody knows how it ends
I'm too young but I started to give up, don't know why
When I look in the mirror, it's two reflections of mine
The first one seems the saint, the second one seems the sinner
I'm right here between them, they are blended together
As a real king I duck between the sides and when it's something wrong I chose the one which society think that it's worth
Which society think that it's worth
Which society think that it's worth
Glam trap, I'm gettin' ahead, new sound everyday, I love being slay
They need a new king, so, I will be him, the castle too bright for me, the windows too big
My heart locked in dungeon, raw blood on the wall
Nobody's gon' save me, please, just leave me alone
My mood changes so fast, between the parties and gloom
Know, all the doors lead to the same old room
I thought I changed my ways to better
I'm here again, it seems forever
The new people and the same old mistakes, I'm living a life without any brakes
All my moods got separate rooms and different names
The crown is too heavy for my head, cost of fame
Feels like I switch too fast to know if I'm okay
Them and I playing on the strings of my soul everyday