‌goodnight lavender – In Water Lyrics

In Water – ‌goodnight lavender Lyrics

I watch the ceiling in the rain

And pray the fog will clear the blame

Wrapped in my cocoon of pain

I hold the ghost of what is dear

I ache for you, but you’re not near

The end of us was always clear

The shadows echo all I fear

As darkness pulls me ever near

I’ll sink to you beneath the lake

The clock was wound to strike too late

In restless dreams, I see that town

I flee from ghosts until I drown

I love you all the same

I wait for you in vain

And you will never see

All of this misery

I feel so ugly, sick, and weak

The love we had began to leak

Angry words I'd always speak

A hollow man too numb to weep

I'm scared that you won't want me home

That I left you all alone

And that I'll have to die alone

My sin has followed me back home

I’ll sink to you beneath the lake

The clock was wound to strike too late

In restless dreams, I see that town

I flee from ghosts until I drown

I'll never be the same

I wait for you in vain

And you will never see

All of this misery

Wrapped in pain, alone I stay

Our special place just fades away