Justun Blacksmiph – House of ashes | Man without sleep (Lyrics & Video)

House of ashes | Man without sleep – Justun Blacksmiph Lyrics

…yeah…

…this where it happened…

…this where I left her…

Front door gone, just a hollow frame

Black walls whisperin' my name

Every step crunch like it know my feet

Ash still breathin’ under me

Moonlight fall through broken beams

Still see shadows of what it used to be

Couch right there… yeah, I remember that

She used to sit there askin', “You eat yet?”

Damn…

I still hear her voice in here

Still smell smoke likе it never clearеd

Everybody told me, “Don't come back”

But this the only place that feel real

“I should’ve saved you…”—yeah, I said that out loud

And the silence hit different when it echo back now

Air got thick… walls start shiftin'

And I ain't in the present—I'm right back in it

House of ashes… I still breathe it

Every time I close my eyes, I relive it

Flames keep callin', I can't leave it

Burnin' in my mind—I still see it

House of ashes… I'm still there

Smoke in my lungs, fire in the air

Tried to reach you—I swear I cared

But I couldn’t get to you from here

Smoke thick, can’t see two feet

Heat so loud it sound like screams

Kicked that door, yelled your name

“Ma! Ma!”—but it ain't the same

Saw you through it, reachin’ out

Coughin', fightin', movin' slow

Tried to run, tried to push through flames

Then the ceiling snapped below

CRACK—

Whole world split in two

Beam came down right between me and you

Fire jumped up like it knew the plan

Cut me off right where I stand

Tried to move, tried another way

Floor kept fallin’, couldn't get to your place

Everything closin', everything red

Every second feel like death ahead

Exit behind me—I could've ran

But how I leave you? I don't understand

We locked eyes—everything slowed

And you shook your head like you already know…

House of ashes… I still breathe it

Every time I close my eyes, I relive it

Flames keep callin', I can't leave it

Burnin' in my mind—I still see it

House of ashes… I'm still there

Smoke in my lungs, fire in the air

Tried to reach you—I swear I cared

But I couldn't get to you from here

You said, “Don't…”

I still see your lips say it

Tears in my eyes… I couldn't change it

“I love you…”

Yeah, I know what you said

But them flames took the rest instead

I keep hearin' it…

I keep seein' it…

Every night I'm still bein' there…

They dragged me out, I was fightin' back

Screamin' your name while the house collapsed

Everything gone in a blink like that

And I ain't never got to fix that

People say time make it fade away

But time just replay it a different way

Same moment, just louder now

Same guilt sittin' on me now

I ain't leave you… I was blocked in place

But it don't matter—that's not what I say

All I hear is what I didn't do

All I feel is I abandoned you

House of ashes… I still breathe it

Every time I close my eyes, I relive it

Flames keep callin', I can't leave it

Burnin' in my mind—I still see it

House of ashes… I'm still there…

Smoke in my lungs… fire everywhere…

Tried to reach you… I swear I cared…

…but I couldn't get to you…