Justun Blacksmiph – Where did I go | Man without sleep (Lyrics & Video)

Where did I go | Man without sleep – Justun Blacksmiph Lyrics

…Ma…

…I don't even recognize myself no more…

Cold stone under my hands, I’m back again

Same spot, same pain, same questions

Talkin' to your name like you hear me now

But the silence louder every second

I been runnin' from sleep, I’m afraid of it

Every time I close my eyes, I'm facin' it

Different lives, different deaths, same feelin'

Wake up like my soul still breakin' in it

I don't even know what I did to deserve this

Feel cursed, like my whole life worthless

They look at me like I'm lost, like I'm gone

And I’m startin’ to believe they right, I'm wrong

Where did I go…

I don’t feel like me no more

Somewhere down this broken road

I lost myself… I don't know

Where did I go…

When did I lose control

I'm still breathin', still alive

But I don’t feel whole inside

Told you I'm scared to sleep, I meant that

Every dream feel like a real death flashback

Fire, water, pain I can't escape

Wake up shakin', heart outta place

I been drinkin' just to quiet the noise

Tryna drown out all these echoes and voices

I know you wouldn't like it, I know that

But it's the only time I don't relive all that

People say I'm changin', I see it

Look in the mirror, don't know who I'm seein'

Used to have purpose, used to have drive

Now I'm just here… just barely alive

Where did I go…

I don't feel like me no more

Somewhere down this broken road

I lost myself… I don't know

Where did I go…

When did I lose control

I'm still breathin', still alive

But I don't feel whole inside

I just want one night…

Where I don't feel like I'm dyin'

One night…

Where my mind ain't fightin'

I don't wanna be this version of me

I don't wanna keep hurtin' like this

If I could go back… I swear I would

But I don't even know what I'd fix…

Where did I go…

I don't feel like me no more

Somewhere down this broken road

I lost myself… I don't know

Where did I go…

When did I lose control

I'm still breathin'… still alive…

But I don't feel whole inside…