Fast Forward – KidUltra Lyrics
I've been fighting for a long time but I am tired
I'm tired of never feeling good enough
I'm tired of never being anyone's first choice
I'm tired of waking up to see the same thing everyday
I'm tired of it getting better and then getting worse again
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired of losing friends
I'm just tired
I used to think i’ll always have a smile up on my face
I used to think that life was fair ,i’ll never know no pain
I used to think that all the good i had would stay the samе
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
I used to think that all my lossеs can’t outweigh my gains
I used to wish that time would slow down maybe take a break
I used to think that all the ones i love would feel the same
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
Was down but there’s just certain things i wouldn’t do
I have flaws and many things i really should improve
I need to prove some points but first i need to get ahead cause if i don’t do that in time there’s plenty things i wouldn’t prove
It’s hard for me to tell you what i’m really going through
I’d be lying if i told you that i’m pulling through
The depression and the pain and many things i can’t explain,there’s plenty things i hate to say but still i should include
I hate to be the problem that i know i can’t resolve
Like i tried to be the man ,when they said i can’t evolve
Looking back,the things i saw were not the way i thought it was
I can’t ignore the way they made me think i couldn’t be involved
I feel betrayed but i can’t tell you what it is
Why do i keep asking for some things i don’t receive
I keep questioning,i mean,i don’t know what to believe
Do i believe in prayers,or just the hope it gives
I used to think i’ll always have a smile up on my face
I used to think that life was fair ,i’ll never know no pain
I used to think that all the good i had would stay the same
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
I used to think that all my losses can’t outweigh my gains
I used to wish that time would slow down maybe take a break
I used to think that all ones i loved would feel the same
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
I really want these things to go my way
I need to sleep,to chase my dreams i have to stay awake
I keep venting but it never takes that pain away
Fear of failing keeps me going so i have to stay afraid
Solving problems means you’re older ,guess i didn’t know
I can’t solve any of mine,i guess i didn’t grow
There’s plenty things i’ll tell you,i can bet you didn’t know
I’m moving slow,i’m scared to live i swear i’m scared to be alone
They seeing who you are ,not who you want to be
I gave myself but that’s not really what they want from me
I can’t tell you how i feel sometimes they say i’m bold i’m free
But every single time i talk i contemplate my self esteem
Just keep hiding all my problems so they think my life is fine
I keep making these mistakes,every single time i decide
Some times i think about the things i have and what i own besides all of the pain and bad emotions that keeps building up inside
I used to think i’ll always have a smile up on my face
I used to think that life was fair ,i’ll never know no pain
I used to think that all the good i had would stay the same
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
I used to think that all my losses can’t outweigh my gains
I used to wish that time would slow down maybe take a break
I used to think that all ones i loved would feel the same
Fast forward i’m just praying i live through the day
Good morning Darling
I'm guessing that you're still asleep
Giving the fact that I'm leaving this voicemail
I know you've been feeling kinda down lately
So hopefully,I can make you feel a little bit better
It you look outside,you'll see how beautiful it is
I know your world might seem shitty right now
But think about all your family and friends
And most importantly, think about yourself
Fast Forward, de KidUltra – compositor: Ekwubiri Prosper; lançada em July 3, 2026. Canção introspectiva sobre cansaço, perda e recomeço.
