Lyrics Lil Dump x Rojay MLP x NBA Big B – Realize
[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
[Verse 1: Lil Dump]
I’m gettin’ used to it
Claim that they fuck with you, but they not, they just come around and see how you do it
It ain’t nothin’ ‘til they comin’ up
Nggas hatin’ mines, wantin’ me out of Baton Rouge
I can’t leave, I got love for my hood, I been feelin’ misunderstood
And, if I fall, who can I call on? Call on?
And, I can’t even call my dawg phone ‘cause his soul gone
Can’t even charge it to the game, all I can say is, “Livе long”
Try to do right, no matter what, they still gon’ say I’m dead wrong
Lеt my Bible scriptures with my niggas, still’ll get your head blown
Dealin’ with my success, they know I’m next, I’m tryna head on
Ain’t been the same ever since unc’ got stretched, I been feelin’ all alone
Plus, they say I’m blessed, like, where it’s at?
Bro still totin’ on that chrome
Want to make it in life? Better sacrifice, even the ones you love
Gotta pay the price to live right, even for a thug
I remember takin’ baths with no hot water in the tub
Washin’ my clothes up in the sink, still see stains if you ain’t scrub
And all the demons make me grind harder, and think smart
Had to get my life in order
Still argue with my real father
Wasn’t there for me, all he do is bother
Gotta be there for my sons, take care of my moms and my little sister daughter
And he gave away some tears, I can’t get back, I made rappin’ a starter
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
[Verse 2: Rojay MLP]
Imagine bein’ the oldest in the crib, teachin’ yo’ siblings how to live
I ran the streets out with my peers, if I knew that, love was here
Look at my daughter in the face was just like lookin’ in the mirror
Yo’ father made a lot of sacrifices just to make it here
My mama died when I was eleven, what the fuck I was ‘posed to do
My grandma raised me, thirteen years later, then I lose her too
The only time I paint a picture is when I’m rappin’ in the booth
And, when you speak less and learn a lesson, that’s when you gon’ get the truth
I toss and turn and I try make it right
Turnin’ darkness into light
We not promised second chances, we only got one life
‘Member all the bullshit, you can see it in my eyes
Against the odds we survived, we eat more, don’t never die
[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
[Verse 3: NBA Big B]
Came up as a bad child, easy tempt for ready to crash out
Was seventeen, runnin’ down the Shell, I had my mask off
My mama call, I just poke that bitch and take the tag off
Youngin five up, but, he don’t talk, say it ain’t nothin’ to brag ‘bout
Lost my brother and my grandma in the same year
They say that they ain’t scared of dyin’, they lyin’, all them niggas fear
Don’t know why they depend on me, they actin’ like I got ‘em here
That nigga ain’t no friend of me, he a snake, might have to get him killed
Won’t run from nothin’, I’m shootin’ on sight
Not a shy glizzy, got a switch, it came with a semi
He watched his brother beat on side him ever since the rain
Ain’t watch the rearview, he was slippin’ and got caught at the light
[Chorus: Lil Dump]
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I come through right when I ain’t feelin’ alright
Feel like my heart gettin’ cold, don’t put my feelings on ice
Startin’ to see they don’t love me, that’s just somethin’ I realized
Put in my trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie