Quetzol – Rid the Guilt (Lyrics & Video)

Rid the Guilt – Quetzol Lyrics

I never think about any consequences

So now it's far too late too cry, my eyes have dried out

And these days I seek retribution far too often

(Far too often, far too often, far too often)

I talk myself away from anything that vindicates me

Because you vindicate me too much

How can I rid myself of the guilt

When you've already done that for me

And the easy way out is my greatest temptation

So, I tell myself that I'm not worth your love

So that when the time comеs there's no hesitation

Whеn I feel like I'm left alone with this loss

This mental prison is my rightful damnation

But all the suffering is not worth the cause

My ego, turned paradox, is torture made painless

So, I can't find the reason to take this weight off

And I'll lay down for once

And ignore the voice

Although the silence hurts too much

So does the noise

Noise, noise, noise, noise

Noise, noise, noise, noise

Noise, noise, noise, noise

Noise, noise, noise, noise

I want to live, I want to breath (I don't deserve what's out of reach)

I beg for help, it's what I need (I am so lost and incomplete)

I know that I'm not helping me (I failed to reach the best of me)

So, help me, please, God, help me, please (So, let it be, god, let me be-)

I only saw your fantasy (-lieve I deserve at least some relief)

There's nothing there, that's real to me (Since I am human, I long to breath)

And all mistakes that I have made (And all mistakes that I once made)

There's no recovery from anything (For once, I don't want them defining me)

I'll never know what it would take

To just forgive all my mistakes

I'll try my best, yet my confess is just "All right"

Because all my life, I've never been on my side

And I admit, I don't want to let go of all the misery

Because I know, that at this point, it's become a part of me

At this point, it's become a part of me