SBY Turner – The Only One Lyrics

The Only One – SBY Turner Lyrics

Ay, you wanna hear some shit?

You really want me to spill some shit?

Let's talk about struggle then

It built me

I watched you grow, I watched you go

I still remember spending nights in the hospito

Yes I remember stupid fights think if I was wrong

And now I'm sitting at your casket wishing I was home

Yes it's a different kind of feeling having you to talk to

And then the next I don't

It done made me super cruel, someone vicious, something next to none

Yes I just wanna make a differencе with my hurt and drums

And now I'm screaming off the rooftops till I burst my lungs

I really wish I had my nana and Diana and my unclе and aunt

I still remember hugging Debbie till God stopped the clock

I'm on the edge of shallow water slipping off the rocks

So help I'm falling

And I don't know which family member's calling

Did some things and now I'm sprawling

My mama almost died, brother got shot five times

And I didn't even know about it

Go and tell me what this says about me

I'm fuckin' lost

And now I can't stop the sound

And I am forced into a corner full of fear and a shroud

Repentance bout all of the sentence that I spill out my mouth

Cause it's a different kind of feeling not having you on the ground

So now they wonder why my waking days are spent on a cloud

Cause I used to have the people that would keep me renowned

And now I'm bugging out and tripping bout the peeps that we down

I would've dropped the whole world just to keep you around

But now I'm struggling and hurting bout the times that we crowned

As the ones that would just shape us into men that are proud

But naw I made mistakes and wish I hadn't

Cause I just want you to look down

I just want you to be proud

I just want you to remember the crowd

Not just remember the bad things or the times I was down

I still remember when I had things, now I sit here and drown

I fucking hate this shit

Cause at the end of the day I really needed you the most when you left

I still remember hugging Nana goodbye

And my uncle really drove himself to heaven no lie

I know my cousins miss their mama wishing Ash was alive

But as the saying always goes there is a place and a time

And I just can't cut out this feeling that they watch from the sky

So everyday I try my hardest so they never do sigh

Cause every time I push the farthest I get feelings inside

That the people that were closest got their wings on the night

So I try and I try and I try

Cause I just cannot be the only one

Who is hurting since you left that's why I'm beating on these drums

Making music as an outlet using tears as best of blood

In the meantime while I'm falling please just come and lift me up

I swear I'm calling

And lately feeling that the lord is stalling

I just really miss my family do I have to say it crawling

Yes you know that I've been sprawling

Off the wall and lashing out

Maybe it's cause I lost people that just kept me sitting down

Maybe it's cause I got business that I can't tend till I'm down

Maybe it's cause I got problems with just feeling so unfound

I watched you grow, I watched you go

I still remember spending nights in the hospito

Yes I remember stupid fights think if I was wrong

And now I'm sitting at your casket wishing I was home

Yes it's a different kind of feeling having you to talk to

And then the next I don't

It done made me super cruel, somewhat vicious, something next to none

Yes I just wanna make a difference with my hurt and drums

And now I'm screaming off the rooftops till I burst my lungs

I really wish I had my nana and Diana and my uncle and aunt

I still remember hugging Debbie till God stopped the clock

I'm on the edge of shallow water slipping off the rocks

So help I'm falling

And I don't know which family member's calling

Did some things and now I'm sprawling