My Heart Breaks II – Swapmeet Lyrics
Stand at the door
Key in your hand
Is it that simple?
Is it that sad?
Tears on the letter
Forks in my palm
Bombs on the TV
Sling wrapped in gum
Cried through December
First week alone
Blacked out at Christmas
They asked where you'd gone
I don’t want
I don't want
I don't want
I don’t
I don't want
I don't want
I don't want
I—
You wanna go, I guess I can leave
I heard the door to heaven is free
Or we could drive wherever and be
Always one step behind
You wanna go, but baby, don't leave
I'm still tied up and you've got the key
You've got the thread I’m unravelling
Please just don’t say goodnight
'Cause my heart breaks too
My heart breaks too
Yeah, my heart breaks too
My heart breaks too
Your name, echo in the darkness
I aim arrows in the dirt
I don’t remember how it started
But I think it might get worse
I don't want
I don't want
I don't want
I don’t—
I don't want
I don't want
I don't want
I don't—
Wake in the night, heart in my lap
Cross on the wall and I
Don't know anything
Rose on the line, wire in my mouth
Talk in your sleep, I think
I fucked up everything
Glass on the ground, blood in the sink
Booze on your breath and all of it is aching
I look for you whenever I sing
It's all that I know, and I can't
Let go of everything
Everything
I wanna cry, I'm gonna break
I think I'll tear apart
If I keep hurting
It keeps on hurting
Forever to go and nothing to say
And all that I fear arrives
And I do nothing
I am nothing
I'm not the girl, I am the ache
I take my jacket off
And become