Falls and Doubts Lyrics
Vlera
Lived a life of falls and doubts
Lived a life before you came around
Lived a life where no one could see all the pain inside of me
Do I overthink you? Do we overthink at the same time?
Never tried to ruin lives, just trying to make my way through mine
My mind is not bulletproof at all
But my heart likes to pretend it can be
5 year-old-me’s knocking at my door
She’s screaming “wake up what if he doesn’t love me?”
Unintentionally toxic, it’s who I am
Stuck outside nirvana when I’m inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button’s always been there
I don’t know myself
What if I don’t wanna help me?
I don’t wanna help me
Maybe it’s just too soon
Maybe I’ll never reach the moon
Maybe I’ll fall along the stars, somewhere right next to you
Instead of falling inside out, instead of fixing just to break
Doubts are the only thing I know
And the only thing that keeps me safe
Unintentionally toxic, it’s who I am
Stuck outside nirvana when I’m inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button’s always been there
I don’t know myself
What if I don’t wanna help me?
I’m still bleeding, I’m still healing
Please go easy on my feelings
Unintentionally toxic, it’s who I am
Stuck outside nirvana when I’m inside my head
I turn on my doubts
The button’s always been there
I don’t know myself
What if I don’t wanna help me?