William Utermohlen 1991 – zurya montenegro Lyrics
My headpiece fragments on the floor
Paranormal as a motherfuckin' ghost (Yeah)
Get so high early in the mornin'
When she leave, bet the panties on pneumonia (Yeah)
In the city where they toast the ravioli
I don't really give a fuck if you knew it
Drop dead rock bottom, I forgot my face
Going crazy on the south of St. Louis
Isolated my plans, like I kick it with Wilson
I see a face or facade in the mirror
So I cast away from the thought of depiction
I grab the brush, my brain be the canvas
The voices inside make it harder to listen
I wish I done paid attention more
Fuck instructions or directions for?
(Put this shit on God man)
I swear I'ma do better the next time
Maybe I won't, I never know
Shawty fitted with a badge, went federal
Ironic 'cause I cuffed, then I sent her home
Look in mirror, where did the reflection go?
I done put myself up on a pedestal
Told myself I won't cry out for help at all
Even if the emergency medical
Keep quiet, can't talk about it in the moment, yeah
Don't think about it, if you think about it, come show me
You are supposed to remember the ways that I've changed
Remember my face through the paint
And I'm sorry I caught you inside of my head
'Cause I'd much rather know you if you're broken instead
J with a dot and a dot at the end
That's me, that's you, that's half of your friends
I ain't wanna say you got nobody else but
I'm just a little bit baffled you went
Coming and going, you feel like the tax man
Fucking with boys that look like they wear AXE, man
Slip through the cracks, you movin' like Aladdin
I guess I'll eat the magic carpet off Jasmine
Can you imagine? Good interaction
I guess you couldn't, you got no damn passions
Your face disfigured, I figured no action
Your summer sum up to lots of subtractions
Damn, how that happen? You got to crackin'
Now I be crackin' a smile, reaction
Ain't it so funny? Defiled attraction
I ain't done running this track, bitch, I'm gappin'
On my birthday, I was thinking bout' you
Watching YouTube videos bout' how to
Get you out my head up, get you out my head, like
Get you up out of my head like, get you, uh
My next birthday, I'll be thinking bout' you
And how you were just a waste of time
Maybe it was me that crossed a line
But we could've made it if you wasn't switchin' si—
Late nights staying up fucked my attendance
A tenant to my mind, conversations I connected
A sentence to life, that's what it felt like when you said it
Like "Maybe we could make it work," then maybe we could make it work
Robots twitchin', jerkin', I was, itchin', irking
Fuck it, I might just admit that I would draw you when I'm panicking
Songs will never see the sun, they will never tan again
If I wear your clothes to understand you, am I mannequin?
If you see that man again, can you ask him to write you a song?
Maybe it's better than mine, I know we ain't get along, I had my envy disguised
Same lifespan as your pulchritude, It's refusing to die
Understand I've been so confused if i'm doing it right
I ain't plan for blowing a fuse or going to euphoria, falling for you
Now the party's over, and pins that held you closer have you popping balloons
On my birthday, I was thinking bout' you
Watching stupid videos bout' how to, how to get you out my head
How to get you out my head, how— get you out my head, oh
My next birthday, I'll be thinking bout' you
And I'll wish for you for the last time
William Utermohlen 1991, de Zurya Montenegro (composição: Zurya Montenegro), do álbum a series of promises from a bad friend — lançado em 11 de julho de 2026.









