SXMRXXT – ALAH Lyrics

ALAH – SXMRXXT Lyrics

They keep looking for the architect

They want the guy who built the walls, who drew the blueprints for the pain

But I’m just the man carrying the bricks, you know?

I spent years trying to design a future…

Trying to outrun the ghost of who I was

But you can't run when the ground beneath you is made of your own secrets

So tonight… we strip it all back

No machines. No codes. Just the breath in my lungs

And whatever is left of me

I let the fire burn down to the charcoal

Staring at the ceiling, trying to find my own soul

Jainendra hidden in the shadows of thе stage name

Trading my sanity just to escapе the head game

They want the cloud rap, they want the heavy bass to hit

They want the distorted distortion of a broken kid

But the static in my head got too loud to tolerate

I had to mute the world just to learn how to contemplate

I look at my hands, they’re shaking but they’re still mine

Counting every mistake I made along the timeline

Built an empire out of words and some loose ink

But never stopped to ask what the man in the mirror thinks

Is it love till it’s love no more? I asked back then

Now I’m standing at the shore with a rusted pen

Writing an invocation to the wind

A… L… A… H…

A life ahead, or just a ghost I chase?

A… L… A… H…

Wash the dirt and the makeup off my face

I’m letting go of the weight I used to own

Just a quiet breath to find my way back home

A life ahead…

If I’m brave enough to walk it

My friends say I changed, I tell 'em that I had to

You can't live in a house that’s burning down around you

The literary aliases, DoDo with the poetry

Samraat with the sagas, man, nobody really knows me

They know the characters, the tragedy, the dark web

But they don’t see the writer tangling in the sharp thread

I spent twenty-nine years creating worlds to hide in

Now the doors are locked and the water's rising

So I’m breaking the mirrors, dropping the facade

Don't want to be a legend, don't want to be a god

Just a human being bleeding on a piece of paper

Hoping the smoke clears up a little later

No neon lights to guide me through the corridor

Just a heartbeat pushing through the floorboards

And it hurts to admit that I’m terrified

Of the silence that lives on the other side

When the music stops and the applause dies down

And it's just Jainendra in an empty town

But there’s a beauty in the blank page, a comfort in the scars

We gotta cross the dirt before we sleep between the stars

A… L… A… H…

A life ahead, or just a ghost I chase?

A… L… A… H…

Wash the dirt and the makeup off my face

I’m letting go of the weight I used to own

Just a quiet breath to find my way back home

A life ahead…

Yeah, a life ahead

Four letters

One promise

I’m still here