SXMRXXT – Before the Sunrise Lyrics

Before the Sunrise – SXMRXXT Lyrics

Hmm… yeah

The night is finally over

Look

The clock is ticking slower now, it’s half past four

The shadows aren't as heavy on my bedroom floor

The storm has passed, the rain has dried up on the pane

And for the first time in a year, I don't feel the strain

I sat through the darkness, I fought with the ghosts

Confronted the things that terrified me the most

I buried the architect, let the wishes go

Accepted the reality of the undertow

And now there’s just this stillness, a beautiful peace

A quiet understanding that provides the release

I don't need the answers, I don't need the validation

Just sitting in the warmth of this silent creation

The world is still sleeping, there’s no noise on the street

Just the steady, calm rhythm of my own heartbeat

And it’s beautiful before the sunrise hits the sky

No more questions asking how or asking why

The dark is fading out, the gray is turning into blue

And I’m looking at myself and seeing something new

Yeah, it’s quiet, it’s tender, it’s perfectly still

Before the sunrise climbs over the hill

I can see the horizon line starting to glow

A promise of a brand new day beginning to show

I spent twenty-nine years being afraid of the dawn

Thinking if the night ended, my magic was gone

But the magic isn't in the trauma or the pain I drew

The magic is the fact that I made it through

I’m shedding the armor, I’m opening the blinds

Leaving all the heavy baggage of the past behind

Jainendra is awake, and he’s ready to breathe

Ready to accept the love he’s meant to receive

No more hiding behind a pseudonym or a mask

Being completely myself is the only task

The air is cool, the morning breath is sweet and it’s pure

A clean slate standing right outside my door

And the sky is changing colors, shedding the black

There’s a beautiful future ahead, and I’m on the track

The nightmare is over, the healing is real

I’m ready to live, I’m ready to feel

And it’s beautiful before the sunrise hits the sky

No more questions asking how or asking why

The dark is fading out, the gray is turning into blue

And I’m looking at myself and seeing something new

Yeah, it’s quiet, it’s tender, it’s perfectly still

Before the sunrise climbs over the hill

The sun is up

Time to step outside