Eve Christina – Lungs Lyrics

Lungs Lyrics

Eve Christina
1
Take off your shoes, it’s getting late
And you’re the reason I can’t sleep
Willing to give more than I take
On just a secret that you keep
I’m getting weaker now, you figured out
You got a hold on me

2
I’d risk my life, drive late at night
If it meant sleeping skin-on-skin
You’d turn away, back to my face
But I’d be grateful that I’m in
The bed of somebody
Who tolerates my company
There must be something wrong with me
To settle so uncomfortably

Take my lungs, tie them up
That still wouldn’t hurt as much
As when he lies thеre, hand in my hair
And says “of course it isn’t love”
Laughs thеn goes “I thought you’d know”
Well that’s a pretty fucked up joke
Anyone would wonder home
But that would mean being alone
I’d rather lie there, I’d rather lie there
And laugh until I cry there

3
Video games I never played
That you’ve been practicing for years
Rewatch the films you know I hate
I’m certain I could disappear
You wouldn’t feel a thing, it’s strange to think
You asked me to be here

4
I’d rearrange entire days
Just on the off-chance that you’re free
To lead me on in other ways
I shouldn’t make it so easy
We used to talk for weeks
But talking lost its novelty
The devil lies on top of me
I’d rather that than nobody

Take my lungs, tie them up
That still wouldn’t hurt as much
As when he lies there, hand in my hair
And says “don’t go falling in love”
Force a smile, “of course I won’t”
Well that’s a pretty fucked up joke
Anyone would wonder home
But that would mean being alone
I’d rather lie there, I’d rather lie there
And laugh until I cry there

Tired eyes, I see where this is going
It’s too late to drive, my weakness is showing
Don’t act so surprised, just one more night
Honestly the hardest part of all of this is
Watching me becoming all the things I said
I’d never be, oh honestly

Eve Christina – Loved out loud Lyrics

Loved out loud Lyrics

Eve Christina
1
You never told your family
But mine were there to watch me bleed
Paper cuts and poetry
Pull the rug from underneath
Then blame it on astrology
The stars were out of line, you see
It’s not my fault you fell for me

2
Lay it out in lower case
You couldn’t say it to my face
Then join the list of things I hate
That really over-compensate
For things I haven’t figured out
Like how to make somebody proud
And why I’m never loved out loud
Why i’m never loved out loud
3
Take back all your compliments
Your kindness has a consequence
Don’t think I live by common sense
These silent nights have violent ends
Then come back when I’m on the mend
You’ll be all right and I’ll pretend
And then, I’ll fall in love again
Then I’ll fall in love again

Middle 8
And it’s hard to breathe and I hardly sleep
And my heart fell off my sleeve
Will you walk me home? Will you break my bones?
Will I let you leave? Will I let you leave?

4
Sing a song and cue the rain
I’ll melt if you just say my name
A puddle by the window pane
Dissolving in your last refrain
A victim of the waiting game
I feel so old and you’re to blame
What a pity, what a shame

5
Your silence blew the candle out
A smoky room, a haunted house
Nothing left to cry about
Only room for dying now
And still things I haven’t figured out
Like how to make somebody proud
And why I’m never loved out loud
Why I’m never loved out loud

Eve Christina – Apathy Lyrics

Apathy Lyrics

Eve Christina
1
I want someone to love me
For longer than one night
To see them in daylight
Step in from the sidelines
I’m sick of the sidelines
I want somebody’s feelings
To match how I feel things
Invest in the real thing
Save time on the healing
I hate all the healing

But I let them use my body
That’s the only time they want me
Tell my momma not to worry, I’ll be fine
3AM and I’ll come running
For some temporary loving
Tell my friends I’m in control but that’s a lie

2
I want long conversations
And healthy debates
And the staying up lates
Man, I’m losing my patience
Wounded and waiting
Tell me that I look pretty
When you’re nowhere near me
I see it so clearly
Can anyone hear me?
Can anyone hear me?

But I let them use my body
That’s the only time they want me
Tell my momma not to worry, I’ll be fine
3AM and I’ll come running
For some temporary loving
Tell my friends I’m in control but that’s a lie

I’m not home, I’m missing
Clear to see I’m better off alone, not with him
His apathy is clinging to my bones, indifferent
Courtesy of boys I used to know, forgiven
Here we go, stay hidden
Another round of bullets to my skull, you did it
Take your time in taking what you want, I’ll give it
Tired of feeling everything I want, lets kill it
I’m not home, I’m missing
Clear to see I’m better off alone, not with him
His apathy is clinging to my bones, indifferent
Courtesy of boys I used to know
Here we go, stay hidden
Another round of bullets to my skull, you did it
Take your time in taking what you want, I’ll give it
Tired of feeling everything I want, lets kill it

But I let them use my body
That’s the only time they want me
Tell my momma I’m so sorry, I’ll be fine
3AM and I’ll come running
For some temporary loving
Tell myself I’m in control but that’s a lie